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ladyofthehouse
Week 5, Saturday Night
( He'd promised they would speak after the trial and she probably didn't expect it to be so soon after but Spain insisted he was fine. Really! So let's go ahead and talk tonight (he promises they won't leave late).
After dinner, he'll guide her up to his room, shut the door behind them, and make a point of looking at the clock before going about the motions of being a host. He'll set the chairs up in the sitting area swiftly and pull out a chair for her, )
Do you want something to drink?
( Because he can get that too right now. )
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Wine is fine, I think.
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You wanted to talk?
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...
I did. Ah. [She'll take another sip, a much longer sip, before setting it down.]
I was actually wondering for a while how to put this, but I suppose the easiest way is to simply just say it, ja?
Especially after the events at trial... I didn't want to wait or put it off.
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Ah... I'm sorry... ( And now he's apparently causing rushed decisions or something. Truly, Phoenix is the most inconvenient killer he's had to deal with so far. He reach across to take her hand, ) Take your time.
There's no rush.
( But no amount of reassuring can change the fact that the time anyone has here is unpredictable. )
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I was hesitant at first you see, because... because I tend to end up hurt in the end. There really are only so many times someone can stand for their heart to be broken before they lose interest in this sort of thing.
But. When you were lying there... and the thought that I'd never be able to see you smile at me again struck me...
I realized that despite everything... I want to see that smile for as long as I can.
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Ich liebe dich.
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As she speaks, he opens his mouth to apologize for worrying her again but he doesn't interrupt her. He's so, so sorry and he leans closer as if to prove that he isn't going to go anywhere. There's a crooked beginning of a smile when she talks about his smile and then
It hits him like a ton. He's truly shocked and his mouth hangs open stupidly, unable to speak. The smile twitches upward and he suddenly bows his head down low, hiding his face and shoulders trembling. Is he laughing or crying?! )
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...Spain?
[Maybe he doesn't know German...]
Ah... I love you.
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Suddenly he sits up straight, his hands covering his mouth and his eyes tearing up. Don't worry, it's clear from his eyes that he's actually laughing so hard he's crying. She might also see some pink creeping on his cheeks from behind his fingers. )
Linda. ( Cute. He can barely contain himself and he mutters to himself, ) Y serio también... Ay... ( And serious too... ah... )
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And very suddenly, he jumps to his feet, both hands on the table and leans closer. His eyes are bright, his smile is wide, his full attention is on her, and he seems happy. )
Say it again! The same way you did the first time! I'll be better this time!
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I'll have said it three times then. [To his zero. She finds this egregious.]
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But she said it twice and you can't take something like that back. She looks back at him as he smiles at her --that smile-- and she relaxes again.
Good things come in threes, don't they?]
...Ich liebe dich.
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There's a lot of fumbling. The chair goes back too hard, he bumps into the table, the wine glasses almost fall over, he grabs them both quickly to keep them from spilling. Damn this table for being in his way! He ends up shoving it out of the way when he finally comes around to her side. Those glasses he went through the trouble of saving have definitely spilled by now.
But he wants to say it like that too. Seriously and from his heart, with a little bit of shyness but without any hesitation. )
Ich liebe dich. ( He doesn't sound shy at all. He's practically blurting it out and he grabs both of her hands with his, raising them from her lap and so he can hold them. ) My German is really bad, huh? ( Laughing at himself. He's so happy he could dance. ) I'm better at a lot of other things though!
I can sing better and I can dance better. I can speak French better... and Portuguese too. And I'm really good at football and my food is the best in the world. But I'm not very good at German or piano...
... Is that okay with you?
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When she turns her head back from the glasses he's suddenly right there in front of her.]
...
[His German really is terrible. She ends up laughing too.]
Ja... well. I don't dance much these days and I don't like French. And my team never wins at football so I prefer skiing. And my food is surely much better than yours.
[She'll stand up too.] It's all okay with me. Everything.