I...I told him I could save her if I used my protection on her. Or...well, I told him England could do it.

[Actually, it was weird. Holden seemed to know it was really him, and he has an idea why, but he doesn't share it.]

But I couldn't do it. I got mad at her yesterday and said I wouldn't help after all, but...I really would have. But something important happened and I really couldn't do it.