( When Lithuania shows up again, Spain's face is planted in his pillow and there's a low, continuous, and miserable moaning coming from him. It's broken by the occasional muttering, )
( There's a gasp and then his hand reaches up to adjust it some. The shock is enough to snap him out of his delirium some and his eyes shoot over towards Lithuania, )
( He can see Lithuania. Hear Lithuania. Touch Lithuania. Lithuania is really, really there. Damn. Okay. )
You were here last night too. ( Now, that? Spain thought that was a delirious dream but tonight nails it. And he's going to swat at Lithuania's hand some. Stop that, you aren't his Queen Mother. ) Why are you visiting me? Aren't you sick too?
I am. [And he looks it. He's obviously running a fever just from how flushed his face is. He steps back when Spain swats at him.] This is Miss Nevermind's week, though.
[This clarifies nothing, except maybe to Lithuania himself.]
( Squiiiiints. That didn't make any sense at all but maybe it's because of this fever. )
Sonia... Sonia! I can't let her-- ( And suddenly he's throwing off his blankets. Or at least, trying to. He gets rather tangled in them and when he tries to get out of bed, he can only get to the very edge. He's seated now, both hands holding the edge and his head down low as he coughs harshly. ) She can't...!
Because of you! ( If his throat wasn't so raw, he would be yelling but his voice is just a rasp when he tries. ) Kaoru died. Kanaya and Touko are gone too... it's just. It's just us! If Sonia fails I can't--
( Coughing and rocking some. Everything hurts so much. He can't think, he's in pain, he can't sleep, he can't eat, everything is so awful. The symptoms are severe but there's something else bothering him. )
I can't let them down. I can't let them down. I can't let them down.
( It feels just like home and he's not sure if he's talking about Sonia and the others or his people anymore. )
Spain, listen to me. [His tone is serious but not cruel.] Your people are safe. If you want to support Miss Nevermind, don't make her worry about you any more than she has to.
( No words, just eyes looking directly at Lithuania. Or at least, the best he can. He seems to be out of focus or unable to completely focus on him. For a moment, it looks like Spain is looking for something-- )
[Actually Lithuania pauses before he leaves when Spain speaks again, turning to look at him again. He will even wait for Spain to finish retching, because he looks a little confused.]
( Is that blood on his hands now jesus christ is this going to become a thing now too. Spain will continue longer and when it's over, he wipes his mouth with the back of his hand and looks to see if Lithuania is gone or not. )
The memories. ( He sounds breathless. ) Stiles. ( Just getting out bits and pieces. ) We're countries
in his world...!
( It something Spain put together a loooong time ago but he never said anything because haha, the idea of having to kill a friend from home in this place, wow. )
I think... ( And his brow furrows as he sways some. ) We're... supposed to be... to be... ?
( What was he trying to say again? He's having a difficult time thinking again. )
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You're not going to die.
[Probably.]
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oh he feels lightheaded just going to lay back down now. )
You don't know that.
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It won't be much longer, you know.
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( And an accusatory finger pointing at LIthuania as he props himself back on his pillows, )
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[He does have a cold cloth though and it is getting dropped onto Spain's forehead.]
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... What do you want now?
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Nothing. You're delirious, so who knows if I'm even here.
[Sarcasm is fun.]
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No... you're definitely... here.
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Good to know you aren't completely out of it.
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You were here last night too. ( Now, that? Spain thought that was a delirious dream but tonight nails it. And he's going to swat at Lithuania's hand some. Stop that, you aren't his Queen Mother. ) Why are you visiting me? Aren't you sick too?
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[This clarifies nothing, except maybe to Lithuania himself.]
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Sonia... Sonia! I can't let her-- ( And suddenly he's throwing off his blankets. Or at least, trying to. He gets rather tangled in them and when he tries to get out of bed, he can only get to the very edge. He's seated now, both hands holding the edge and his head down low as he coughs harshly. ) She can't...!
( Tiredly, he looks up at Lithuania, )
Don't make her do anything, please.
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( Coughing and rocking some. Everything hurts so much. He can't think, he's in pain, he can't sleep, he can't eat, everything is so awful. The symptoms are severe but there's something else bothering him. )
I can't let them down. I can't let them down. I can't let them down.
( It feels just like home and he's not sure if he's talking about Sonia and the others or his people anymore. )
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If she dies...
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If Sonia dies, I'll kill you.
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Why are you really playing?
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jesus christ his head hurts enough without whatever mindfuck is going on right now okay. )
... I think so?
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[And Lithuania leaves.]
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We're frien--...!
( And he's cut off by his own retching. Screw you, Lithuania. )
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The memories. ( He sounds breathless. ) Stiles. ( Just getting out bits and pieces. ) We're countries
in his world...!
( It something Spain put together a loooong time ago but he never said anything because haha, the idea of having to kill a friend from home in this place, wow. )
I think... ( And his brow furrows as he sways some. ) We're... supposed to be... to be... ?
( What was he trying to say again? He's having a difficult time thinking again. )